I realised I'd not posted for a while, and also that my last post seems very negative but guess it was how I felt at the time.
I've had a really positive few days, and also significantly got through a weekend when the girls weren't here without drinking - this has given me a confidence boost.
I'm off to a meeting tonight, and confess this is my first for nearly 2 weeks. I realise this isn't good, but it's where I'm at for the moment. It annoys me that I feel I should feel guilty for not going to meetings - I don't feel guilty but I've been reluctant to "admit" to not going - I don't understand this but looking forward to going back tonight.
Things at home are OK as long as I keep positive - this has been possible in the past week or so so I suspect that's why I feel so much better. As long as I keep positive, keep things in the day and don't pick up a drink the world is a better place!
posted by Kirtan @ 2:10 PM
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